http://searme.blogcn.com 我在尝试贿赂你，用无常，用危险，用失败]]> searme 0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8615421.shtml http://searme.blogbus.com   搬家时把以前的评论都丢了，模版和链接慢慢整理。

blogcn，我不和你玩了。]]> 2007-07-15 22:41:00.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8615421.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8615421.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8489317.shtml ]]> 2007-07-11 16:43:00.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8489317.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8489317.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8254994.shtml 2007-07-03 19:27:00.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8254994.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8254994.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8070168.shtml  

 

 

 

 



 

 

photo by 小腰]]> 2007-06-25 18:02:02.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8070168.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8070168.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,6692679.shtml 刚进厂不久，我在庞大的装置中迷路了，周围是清一色的塔和罐，无知的我完全丧失了方向感。认准一个烟囱的方向奔跑，独自来到一条僻静的道路，那时的我突生绝望，即使利用移动电话也是徒劳。
每天都能看到载满油的车体从铁路驶过，缓缓停下。
在厂区里总能见到一种黑白相间的鸟，长着细细的腿，白色的圆肚皮，动作敏捷。从来都是独自一只，在装置旁的草丛中停留，不像麻雀那样叽叽喳喳，一哄而散。
也许，日常的这些都会在我的目光里逐渐暗淡，可我还是期望它能够变得缤纷一点。
]]> 2007-06-20 00:00:41.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,6692679.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,6692679.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5600389.shtml

一包kent，循环播放的单曲，空荡的操场。没有什么是值得记录的。]]> 2007-06-12 23:52:18.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5600389.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5600389.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5081105.shtml 听pg.lost，如痴如醉。
一大票人搬家了，我还不想这么急，依然死磕。不论我搬去哪里，更新的频率大概是难以提高了。
面对看似惨淡，实际不乏丰富的生活，我自得其乐。

]]> 2007-06-05 19:54:11.0 http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5081105.shtml http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,5081105.shtml#comment http://searme.blogcn.com/diary,8473035.shtml
我开始疑问自己是否能幸福地生活下去，害怕牵绊的东西会一辈子跟随，结婚时一定要幸福的愿望到底能不能够实现……

我竭尽自己的能力想让身边的人快乐，这样我才能幸福，不能伤害任何一个人。我没有做到，所有的一切被我越弄越糟，这个旋涡什么时候才能逃脱？

生活在这里真的好疲倦，我身边的人都是这样，大家极力地掩饰，所以我不了解任何一个人，不知道他们在想什么，也不知道他们在说什么，也许这一切都和我无关，我在他们眼里是个无知没能力的人，根本不值得一提。

我害怕已知的未来，生活已经在终点那里画好了句号，

一切该怎么解脱呢？我变得越来越笨……
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